When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When you break a girls heart,she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.
Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you. When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you. When a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong. When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it. When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do. When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world. When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love. When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it. When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done. When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else .
I sat at my desk at work and cried like somebody had just run over my dog. I guess given my current broken heartedness, I'm a little emotional. I often wonder if I'm doomed to roam this crazy place called earth looking for my perfect match until my final days. I want that someone who is "The One." My heart is broken into a zillion pieces right now and I have that helpless feeling of not being about to make it through the day. It is hard to get out of the bed in the mornings to face the day. I want to stay curled up in the fetal position and only get out of bed to eat a mixing bowl of Lucky Charms. My chest hurts, my eyes are swollen from crying and my heart aches. I ache. I want to overmedicate myself just to get some peaceful sleep. I check my phone every three minutes for his call and hit the Refresh button to see if he has emailed me. I want to call him so badly to chat, but I know it will end in me feeling like a retard. I keep thinking about why he didn't chose me. I wanted to be his "The One" and he be mine.
With the passing days, this feeling of despair will fade and I will continue my search for "The One."
